Post by Alexa Raven on Jul 8, 2013 23:07:31 GMT -5
What I have been doing lately...
As I write this it is July 9th 2013 and 12:08 Am Eastern standard time.
I have been absent from the site a bit lately and it is due partially to my being offline most of the summer so far and computer. Why you ask? Well to be honest the kids are home from school right now and I want to spoend as much time as I can with them.
Also I have a lot to do right now as I have been busy IRL. I will not go too deeply into that not because I find it too personal but my life in the "Real world " Is rather downright boring to be completely honest.
Also my muses have seemed to gone off someplace and not returned quite yet from their vacation.
Which really sucks creativity wise for the moment. I have to apologize for it actually as I did not intend to flake out as I have been lately. But sadly that happened. So excuse me for that.
I miss you all and you have no idea what it means to me to see people on here commenting and or just texting to say hi. It means a lot to me. It really does and I love you all for it!! Seriously it makes me happy to feel that someone outside the people who really know me care about me.
I feel honored and privelaged that I can entertain people and make them smile. I have to be honest as I was growing up myself, I was a loner mostly. I was the person who didn't quite fit in with a certain group and was the girl people found odd.
So when I can make someone happy or smile and or hear I have stopped someone from crying or having a bad day I feel proud. I make videos for you, to entertain not for money or for fame but to make people happy, sad, to make them think and feel. Lately I have been so tired doing the boring normal things a person has to do and I just want to be here. But life is full of unexpected and random times and boring chores, errands and such. Also I have to be honest I have been procrastinating a bit too. I apologize for that.
I really have been spending the time with my son and daughter which is good and what I should be doing but also I know in doing so I have neglected my creativity in the online sense.
I am sorry if I have upset anyone but I have to be honest.It's what it has been for the last month or two and I am sorry I haven't uploaded anything new. Again have been spending time with Britt and Chance.
My kids are good Britt turned 12 on May 26th and Chance 18 on June 20th... Goddess I feel old as dirt.
I'm going to be 39 come September... I know it's not old but my little boy is all grown up and I think so far I have dealt with it well enough. Anyways I am going to try and get on here more like I used to and work at nights as I can and finish yup stuff. So I am going back and reading and re watching to familiarize myself again and trying to jump start my muses to get their butts back to work.
I have had a few comments about Hogwarts a life and the Seventh year and this is what is going to happen. I am working on coding the previously made episodes and I intend when I am done of bringing them here to this site. After which I will no doubt start working them again. Though a part of me wants to keep all the videos on one place and such I know that . Okay let me make sense of this.. I have 49 I think vids for the Hogwarts a Life on Youtube. Personally I had planned on keeping those there forever and will do so however in bringing and presenting them here I know when I am done I will have to continue..
So the newer ones will be on Vimeo... Which I didn't want to do but I feel that it's time I did so and continue... Ok did that make any sense??? It's late and I am tired but I wanted to try and explain..
So forgive my foggy brain it's being tired as well as the Asperger's.. Not to use that as an excuse per say but it does befuddle the mind sometimes... Just explaining..
Anyways yeah I need to get my butt working again.. I've missed you all very much and love you all too.
Any hoot I have gotten one video done in this absence and I uploaded it tonight to Vimeo. It's The Diary of a slytherin Prince Episode Nineteen and it's okay not sure if it's good or not as I am trying to kick my muses butts... Anyways after I post this I am going to bring it on here..
So I will for now post this and I hope all are well and love you very much. Thank you for always making me smile and I cannot tell you what it means to me in words..
Blessed Be and Goddess Bless all and yours !!!
<3 Alexa